Wednesday, July 30, 2014

My Handsome Dutch Partner

# 6~Bus 300 affair~Fairy Princess

Winter,s Fairy Princess by digitalwizard

I am a fairy princess and an engineer.
First, I had to work very,very hard to become an engineer, but before that I had to wait and wait.

I had to do a lot of things for other people. Some of those people didn't appreciate the sacrifices I made for the sake of their SUCCESS. It turns out that my idea of success is different from some of those people's.

So, at a certain point in time, I had to go my separate way. I took the road less travelled and it has made all the difference.

Make no mistake, the road to Fairyland is not an easy one. In fact, it is hidden.
Hidden in plain sight. That is why not many of us find it. And once we find it, it is easy to take a wrong turn, get off track and lose the way.

There are many clues along the way and many magical creatures who whisper  "come with me. Don't go that way, it's too hard." If you want to come along, listen and Trust. We know the way.

Note to reader: This is all me ( ok the muse had a part in it :-))

# 7~Bus 300 affair~The Dream and the Dreamer

Help me,
Help me in my journey back
to where it all began.
Help me remember the dream and to wake up from it.
Help me remember not to be seduced by the beauty and not to be perturbed by the ugliness.
Help me to remember everyday's purpose; to forgive the dream and the dreamer
and to remember that we are not WE, but we are ONE in the same place
where it all began
with a tiny "what if?"

Note to reader: I am not really sure if this is original. I usually give credit in my journal for quotes & there is none. So please don't sue me if it is gathered from another source.


I found my old journal from 2007 and 2008 today while I am sorting out my books. Books, too many books. Rob doesn't like me to have so many books.

Back to the story. To make a short story long, this is the most significant book that I have almost completed. It contains thoughts, dreams, mediations and a tarot card reading. This period was the time when I decided to leave my second husband Everett Thomas Swint. I also assisted my sisters to place my demented (frontal lobe injury) father into the Veteran's home, a locked facility, in Fayetteville, Arkansas. These were the best of times and the worst of times.

I would like to share a few of these meditations in the next few days as a way to process my feelings about what is happening on our EARTH today. Thanks for listening.